Jisung Bahng

DICKERS!

2011-10-20T10:31:00.001-07:00

by Isabel Marant...that is.

LA weather is getting chilly and I'm in dire need of autumn/winter chilly weather shoes.
Thus the Isabel Marant Dickers Boots!

Thank god these are sold out everywhere because they cost about 800.
I can settle for less priced lookalikes.

2011-07-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

오랜만의 블로깅.

아이폰으로 바꾼 이후 진득하게 책상에 앉아
좋은 링크를 찾아낸다던가 예쁜 사진을 찾아 내 컴퓨터에 저장한다던가 하는 일이 없어졌다.

점점 더 빨리 지나가는 내 인생을 조금이나마
기록해보자며 시작한 블로그는 당연히 저 트위터 너머로 훌훌

내 삶에 창의는 없어진거 같아. 나만 못난거 아니지..? ㅎㅎ

유럽출장에서 만난 사람들의 도전과 영감은
하루밤 자고 나니 없어졌다.

출장사진은 너무 관광객처럼 찍어놔버려 올리기도 창피하네 쯔업.

TAX RETURN

2011-03-19T20:10:00.001-07:00

난 진짜 안 그럴라 그랬다고요.

spring wishlist

2011-03-17T13:11:00.000-07:00

나이가 나이인지라...ㅎ

I returned it but I want it again!

ALEXANDER WANG

2011-03-10T09:49:00.000-08:00

It was few weeks ago but I bought a grey basic tee by "T by Alexander Wang" for
quite the ridiculous amount of money.
but no regrets, it's gorgeous.

I only own two items by Alexander Wang, this shirt and my creme coloured cashmere v-neck sweater.

I like this guy.. ;)
먼가....있다 이 남자 ㅋㅋ

알렉산더 왕
1984년생 (나보다 어려. 인생무상..)
샌프란시스코, 캘리포니아

Education: Parsons the New School for Design
Labels: Alexander Wang, T by Alexander Wang
Awards: CDFA Fashion Fund Award

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hair

2011-02-25T17:49:00.000-08:00

인류가 대면한 최대의 고민은
'머리를 잘러 말어'가 아닐까 싶다.

내 머리...5년을 기르나 한달을 기르나 만년고정길이.

자르고 싶다 자르고 싶어!

물론..얼굴탓도 있겠지...?

봄이라 상큼한 단발이 날 유혹하네요.:)

대리만족이라도..

Elle Fanning

2011-02-03T10:10:00.000-08:00

she shined in Sofia Coppola's Somewhere :)

너란 아이...전생에 무슨 착한일을 한거니

아...포니테일 너무 예쁘다.

WANNABEEEE

2011-01-31T12:47:00.000-08:00

my year 2011 first buy!

vanessa bruno camel knit sweater.
it was on sale!

i already purchased long ballerina tutu from korea and all i need is this:

repetto nerd f(?) trimmed derby. :)
아아 다음 월급날까지 기다리며...ㅠ

***
photos from shanghai trip are coming soon!
let's pray that my laziness/depression does not kick in anytime soon..

2010-12-09T10:10:00.000-08:00

"It's all make believe, isn't it?"
-marilyn monroe-

Al Green for cold weather.

2010-11-29T09:25:00.000-08:00

i missed his concert :(

2010-11-22T10:30:00.000-08:00

i'm obsessed obsessed (yes, with two emphasis)
with long skirts

여성스러운 스커트를 좋아하나
남성스러운 몸을 가져 슬픈 나 같은 아이에게 더없이 사랑스러운 아이템

aoi yu's mustard cardigan and patterned long skirt :)
(.....and 카세료 ㅇㅎㅎㅎㅎ <3)

i now own 3 long skirts within two weeks.
입고 회사나 가야지.. ㅠㅠ

2010-11-18T12:59:00.000-08:00

my recent purchase:

shu uemura peach blush
(much much prettier in actual)

아오이 유우가 쓴다니 솔깃해져서 사버렸다.

모 내가 쓴다고 같아질린 없겠지만
그래도...기분전환용 으흐흐흐흐

2010-11-12T10:54:00.000-08:00

chloe 2011 s/s

thoughts...

2010-11-02T10:07:00.000-07:00

벌써 11월이다. 2010년도 이제 두달남겨놓고
연말이 되면 안그래도 생각이 많은데 더더 많아진다. (머 생각만 하지 실천으로 옮겨진건 없지만..ㅠ)

이제 서른이 되가는데 나이의 무서움을 세삼 느낀다.
내가 하고 싶은 것들, 해야 할 것들, 할 수 없는 것들, 나이에 제한받는게 점점 더 많아진다.

물론 나이는 숫자일뿐이라 말하는 사람들도 있겠지만
나란 아이는 남의 시선을 넘흐나 신경쓰는 아이기 때문에..

주저리주저리

여행가고 싶어

***

내가 한국 그룹중 젤 좋아하는 캐스커.
내가 또 젤 사랑하는 한국에 있는 그녀가 알려준 밴드다.

새 앨범 나왔네~

왠지 내 처지랑 비슷한 제목..

나 참 우울하다,

***

피흘리는 여자.

2010-10-31T19:06:00.000-07:00

난 포도를 좋아한다. (특히 한국산포도..)
좀 지나긴했지만 포도철에는 정말 포도만 달고 산다.

문제의 그날 역시 난 출근길에 포도를 먹으면서 운전을 하고 있었다.
(아는 사람은 알겠지만 이 한국포도 참 먹기 추하다. 포도를 입에 넣고 씨를 빼고 뺄때 그 뭔가 물컹한게 쭉 나오고..암튼)

회사주차장에 도착해서 주차하고 security 아저씨들이랑 방갑게 인사하고
엘리베이터 타려고 기다리고 있는데

사람들이 힐끗힐끗 쳐다보더라.

그날은 금요일이었고 (할로윈 week)
난 회사사람들이랑 콘서트를 가기로 해서 나름 차려입어서 사람들이 쳐다보나했는데

잠깐 공주병걸렸었다. (미안..)

그리고 사무실 들어가기전에 잠깐 화장실에 갔다.

거울보고 놀라 죽는줄 알았다는..

왠 쥐잡아 먹은 여자가 거울에서 날 보고 있었다.

그렇다!
포도를 먹다 입에 묻은채로 난 그 수많은 사람들을 지나쳐 온 것이다!!
이미 포도물이 내 입술을 촉촉히 염색해 놓은 상태로.. -_-

ㅋㅋ
가까이서 보니깐 입에 포도물이 말라비틀어져 정말 피흘리는 것 같은 광경을 연출하고 있었다.

이러고 주차장 아저씨들한테 반갑게 인사하고..
엘리베이터앞에선 조낸 예쁜척하고..
아 정말 죽고 싶었다.

*참고로 이런 시 없습니다*

다행이 할로윈이라 사람들이 쟤 분장했을꺼야라고 생각하진 않았을까..(제발)

****
요즘 카세료가 너무 좋아요!

kase ryo-

2010-10-25T13:14:00.000-07:00

>

남: 결혼...안 할래?

여: 에? 그런 말을 전화로 해?
남: 그렇긴 하지만..
여: 보통은 말야, 프로포즈 할 장소를 잘 생각하거나 하고

남: 야경이 아름다운 곳이라던지,

여: 제대로 비싼 레스토랑 예약하거나 해서

남: <웃음>

여: ...전화로 하냐,

[딩동]
여: 앗, 누군가 왔어

[철컥-]

남: 결혼하자

넵! ㅋㅋ

***
도대체 나에게 블로그란게 있었을까 할 정도로 업데이트를 못했네요.
진짜 바빴습니다. 회사도 그렇고..생각할 것도 많았고.

정말정말 여행떠나고 싶은데 발목잡는게 많네,

하지만 지금만큼은 내일 걱정(aka 김칫국)은 안하고 즐기고 싶다.
그게 과연 어떤 미래를 초래할지는 초큼 두렵긴 하지만..ㅋ

Petrovic Blasting Company

2010-10-08T15:12:00.000-07:00

my new obsession :)

brothers justin and joshan.
www.theblastingcompany.com

**UPDATE**
more detailed interview :)
click!

Loverman

2010-10-04T14:25:00.001-07:00

it's raining and i felt like posting about Charlie Parker.
such an emotional song suitable for such dramatic life.

(from wikipedia.org)
Charlie Parker

Birth name Charles Parker, Jr.
Also known as Bird, Yardbird,
Zoizeau (in France)
Born August 29, 1920(1920-08-29)
Kansas City, Kansas, USA
Origin Kansas City, Missouri, USA
Died March 12, 1955 (aged 34)
New York City, New York, USA
Genres Jazz, bebop
Occupations Saxophonist, composer
Instruments Alto saxophone, tenor saxophone
Years active 1937–1955
Notable instruments
Buescher, Conn, King and Grafton alto saxophones.

Charles Parker, Jr. (August 29, 1920 – March 12, 1955), famously called Bird, or Yardbird[2] was an American jazz saxophonist and composer.

Parker, with Louis Armstrong and Duke Ellington, is widely considered one of the most influential of jazz musicians. Parker acquired the nickname "Yardbird" early in his career,[3] and the shortened form "Bird" remained Parker's sobriquet for the rest of his life, inspiring the titles of a number of Parker compositions, such as "Yardbird Suite", "Ornithology" and "Bird of Paradise."

Parker played a leading role in the development of bebop, a form of jazz characterized by fast tempos, virtuoso technique, and improvisation based on harmonic structure. Parker's innovative approaches to melody, rhythm, and harmony exercised enormous influence on his contemporaries. Several of Parker's songs have become standards, including "Billie's Bounce", "Anthropology", "Ornithology", and "Confirmation". He introduced revolutionary harmonic ideas including a tonal vocabulary employing 9ths, 11ths and 13ths of chords, rapidly implied passing chords, and new variants of altered chords and chord substitutions. His tone was clean and penetrating, but sweet and plaintive on ballads. Although many Parker recordings demonstrate dazzling virtuosic technique and complex melodic lines – such as "Ko-Ko", "Kim", and "Leap Frog" – he was also one of the great blues players. His themeless blues improvisation "Parker's Mood" represents one of the most deeply affecting recordings in jazz. At various times, Parker fused jazz with other musical styles, from classical to Latin music, blazing paths followed later by others.

Parker was an icon for the hipster subculture and later the Beat generation, personifying the conception of the jazz musician as an uncompromising artist and intellectual, rather than just a popular entertainer. His style – from a rhythmic, harmonic and soloing perspective – influenced countless peers on every instrument.

Childhood
Charlie Parker was born in Kansas City, Kansas and raised in Kansas City, Missouri, the only child of Charles and Addie Parker. Charles, an alcoholic, was often absent. Parker attended Lincoln High School.[4] He enrolled in September 1934 and withdrew in December 1935 about the time he joined the local Musicians Union.

Parker displayed no sign of musical talent as a child. His father presumably provided some musical influence; he was a pianist, dancer and singer on the T.O.B.A. circuit, although he later became a Pullman waiter or chef on the railways. His mother worked nights at the local Western Union. His biggest influence however was a young trombone player who taught him the basics of improvisation.

Parker began playing the saxophone at age 11 and at age 14 joined his school's band using a rented school instrument. One story holds that, without formal training, he was terrible, and thrown out of the band.[citation needed] Experiencing periodic setbacks of this sort, at one point he broke off from his constant practicing.

Early career
It has been said that, in early 1936, Parker participated in a 'cutting contest' that included Jo Jones on drums, who tossed a cymbal at Parker's feet in impatience with his playing.[5] However, in the numerous interviews throughout his life, Jones made no mention of this incident. Exasperated and determined, in any case, at this time Parker improved the quality of practicing, learning the blues, "Cherokee" and "rhythm changes" in all twelve keys. In this wood-shedding period, Parker mastered improvisation and developed some of the ideas of be-bop. In an interview with Paul Desmond, he said he spent 3–4 years practicing up to 15 hours a day.[6] Rumor has it that he used to play many other tunes in all twelve keys. The story, though undocumented, would help to explain the fact that he often played in unconventional concert pitch key signatures, like E (which transposes to C# for the alto sax).

Groups led by Count Basie and Bennie Moten were the leading Kansas City ensembles, and undoubtedly influenced Parker. He continued to play with local bands in jazz clubs around Kansas City, Missouri, where he perfected his technique with the assistance of Buster Smith, whose dynamic transitions to double and triple time certainly influenced Parker's developing style.

In 1938, Parker joined pianist Jay McShann's territory band.[7] The band toured nightclubs and other venues of the southwest, as well as Chicago and New York City.[8][9] Parker made his professional recording debut with McShann's band. It was said at one point in McShann's band that he "sounded like a machine", owing to his highly virtuosic yet nonetheless musical playing.[citation needed]

As a teenager, Parker developed a morphine addiction while in hospital after an automobile accident, and subsequently became addicted to heroin. Heroin would haunt him throughout his life and ultimately contribute to his death.

New York City
In 1939, Parker moved to New York City. There he pursued a career in music, but held several other jobs as well. He worked for $9 a week as a dishwasher at Jimmie's Chicken Shack where pianist Art Tatum performed. Parker's later style in some ways recalled Tatum's, with dazzling, high-speed arpeggios and sophisticated use of harmony.

In 1942, Parker left McShann's band and played with Earl Hines for one year. Also in the band was trumpet player Dizzy Gillespie, which is where the soon to be famous duo met for the first time. Unfortunately, this period is virtually undocumented because of the strike of 1942–1943 by the American Federation of Musicians, during which no official recordings were made. Nevertheless, we know that Parker joined a group of young musicians in after-hours clubs in Harlem such as Clark Monroe's Uptown House and (to a much lesser extent) Minton's Playhouse. These young iconoclasts included Gillespie, pianist Thelonious Monk, guitarist Charlie Christian, and drummer Kenny Clarke. The beboppers' attitude was summed up in a famous quotation attributed to Monk by Mary Lou Williams: "We wanted a music that they couldn't play"[citation needed] – "they" being the (white) bandleaders who had taken over and profited from swing music. The group played in venues on 52nd Street including the Three Deuces and The Onyx. In his time in New York City, Parker also learned much from notable music teacher Maury Deutsch.

According to an interview Parker gave in the 1950s, one night in 1939, he was playing "Cherokee" in a jam session with guitarist William 'Biddy' Fleet when he hit upon a method for developing his solos that enabled him to play what he had been hearing in his head for some time, by building on the chords' extended intervals, such as ninths, elevenths, and thirteenths.[citation needed] Still with McShann's orchestra, Parker at this time realized that the twelve tones of the chromatic scale can lead melodically to any key, breaking some of the confines of simpler jazz soloing.

Early in its development, this new type of jazz was rejected by many of the established, traditional jazz musicians who disdained their younger counterparts with comments like Eddie Condon's putdown: "They flat their fifths, we drink ours."[10] The beboppers, in response, called these traditionalists "moldy figs". However, some musicians, such as Coleman Hawkins and Benny Goodman, were more positive about its development, and participated in jam sessions and recording dates in the new approach with its adherents.

Because of the 2-year Musicians' Union recording ban on all commercial recordings from 1942 to 1944 (part of a struggle to get royalties from record sales for a union fund for out-of-work musicians), much of bebop's early development was not captured for posterity. As a result, the new musical concepts only gained limited radio exposure. Bebop musicians had a difficult time gaining widespread recognition. It was not until 1945, when the recording ban was lifted, that Parker's collaborations with Dizzy Gillespie, Max Roach, Bud Powell and others had a substantial effect on the jazz world. One of their first (and greatest) small-group performances together was rediscovered and issued in 2005: a concert in New York's Town Hall on June 22, 1945. Bebop began to grab hold and gain wider appeal among musicians and fans alike.

On November 26, 1945, Parker led a record date for the Savoy label, marketed as the "greatest Jazz session ever." The tracks recorded during this session include "Ko-Ko" (based on the chords of "Cherokee"), "Now's the Time" (a twelve bar blues incorporating a riff later used in the late 1949 R&B dance hit "The Hucklebuck"), "Billie's Bounce", and "Thriving on a Riff".

Shortly afterwards, the Parker/Gillespie band traveled to an unsuccessful engagement at Billy Berg's club in Los Angeles. Most of the group returned to New York, but Parker remained in California, cashing in his return ticket to buy heroin. He experienced great hardship in California, eventually being committed to Camarillo State Mental Hospital for a six month period.

Addiction
Parker's addiction to heroin, which began in his late teens, caused him to miss gigs and to be fired for being high. To satisfy his habit, he frequently resorted to busking on the streets for drug money, receiving loans from fellow musicians/admirers, pawning his own horn and borrowing other sax players' instruments as a result. Parker's situation was typical of the strong connection between drug abuse and jazz at the time.

Although he produced many brilliant recordings during this period, Parker's behavior became increasingly erratic due to his habit. Heroin was difficult to obtain after he moved to California for a short time where the drug was less abundant, and Parker began to drink heavily to compensate for this. A recording for the Dial label from July 29, 1946, provides evidence of his condition. Prior to this session, Parker drank about a quart of whiskey. According to the liner notes of Charlie Parker on Dial Volume 1, Parker missed most of the first two bars of his first chorus on the track, "Max Making Wax." When he finally did come in, he swayed wildly and once spun all the way around, going badly off mic. On the next tune, "Lover Man", producer Ross Russell physically supported Parker in front of the microphone. On "Bebop" (the final track Parker recorded that evening) he begins a solo with a solid first eight bars. On his second eight bars, however, Parker begins to struggle, and a desperate Howard McGhee, the trumpeter on this session, shouts, "Blow!" at Parker. McGhee's bellow is audible on the recording. Charles Mingus considered this version of "Lover Man" to be among Parker's greatest recordings despite its flaws.[11] Nevertheless, Parker hated the recording and never forgave Ross Russell for releasing the sub-par performance (and re-recorded the tune in 1951 for Verve, this time in stellar form, but perhaps lacking some of the passionate emotion in the earlier, problematic attempt).

During the night following the "Lover Man" session, Parker was drinking in his hotel room. He entered the hotel lobby stark naked on several occasions and asked to use the phone, but was refused on each attempt. The hotel manager eventually locked him in his room. At some point during the night, he set fire to his mattress with a cigarette, then ran through the hotel lobby wearing only his socks. He was arrested and committed to Camarillo State Mental Hospital, where he remained for six months.

Coming out of the hospital, Parker was initially clean and healthy, and proceeded to do some of the best playing and recording of his career. Before leaving California, he recorded "Relaxin' at Camarillo", in reference to his hospital stay. He returned to New York – and his addiction – and recorded dozens of sides for the Savoy and Dial labels that remain some of the high points of his recorded output. Many of these were with his so-called "classic quintet" including trumpeter Miles Davis and drummer Max Roach. The highlights of these sessions include a series of slower-tempo performances of American popular songs including "Embraceable You" and "Bird of Paradise" (based on "All the Things You Are").

Death
Parker's grave at Lincoln Cemetery.Parker died in the suite of his friend and patron Nica de Koenigswarter at the Stanhope Hotel in New York City while watching The Dorsey Brothers' Stage Show on television. The official causes of death were lobar pneumonia and a bleeding ulcer but Parker also had an advanced case of cirrhosis of the liver and had had a heart attack. Any one of the four ailments could have killed him.[24] The coroner who performed his autopsy mistakenly estimated Parker's 34-year-old body to be between 50 and 60 years of age.[25]

It was well known that Parker never wanted to return to Kansas City, even in death.[citation needed] Parker had told his common-law wife, Chan, that he didn’t want to be buried in the city of his birth; that New York was his home and he didn’t want any fuss or memorials when he died. At the time of his death, though, he hadn’t divorced his previous wife Doris, nor had he officially married Chan, which left Parker in the rather awkward post-mortem situation of having two widows, a scenario that muddied the issue of next of kin and would ultimately serve to frustrate his wish to be quietly interred in his adopted hometown. Dizzy Gillespie was able to co-opt the funeral arrangements[26] that Chan had been putting together and coordinated a ‘lying-in-state’, a Harlem procession officiated by Adam Clayton Powell, Jr., and a memorial concert before flying Parker's body back to Missouri to be buried there per his mother's wishes. Parker was buried at Lincoln Cemetery, 8604 E. Truman Road, Kansas City, Missouri.

the past two weeks...

2010-10-02T20:16:00.001-07:00

I've been working on a project.

all I was thinking were

이렇게 2010년을 두달 남기고
나는 미쳐가고 있었다. ㅋ

i was just kidding, it was awesome fun working on this project.
thanks brad and jeana! :)

hello gorgeous,

2010-09-28T13:15:00.000-07:00

+elizabeth and james, sophi

사고싶어사고싶어사고싶어

***update***

나의 그녀가 신은 모습. 아 나 이거 산다 진짜 ㅋㅋ
(어째 계속 쇼핑얘기냐..)

EARGASM

2010-09-27T11:39:00.001-07:00

yesss!
the black keys
at the palladium. 8pm

i thought the roots were opening for the show but guess not..

****

날씨 미쳤나봐. 나가면 죽겠네 아주그냥

2010-09-22T09:55:00.000-07:00

날씨는 회색이고
나는 하루종일 쳐다만 보고있고,

I have Mr. Jarmusch to thank for my music preference.

2010-09-16T10:51:00.001-07:00

mystery train.

엘비스 프레슬리의 재발견.

hot hot hot!!!

it would have been nice to see him perform live. :(

down by law

i heart john lurie. <3

broken flowers.

Ethiopian jazz is the best!

***

절대로 인터넷 구매 함부로 하지 말자.
특히 신발..

리턴하기도 귀찮다. 쒯 -_-

2010-09-13T20:35:00.000-07:00

the original.

why ohwhy did i not buy tickets for the black keys!!?!!

***

memphis, tennessee

***

i have been feeling down since last week. (surprise!)
but i will be super busy with work, (my boss is coming back)
so hopefully my mind will be preoccupied.
and my new clogs are coming! yesss!!! (지나아줌 언니랑 본건 너무 비싸서 패쓰..했엄 ㅠ)

역시 여자의 행복은 쇼핑.. :)

2010-09-09T21:40:00.000-07:00

happy
birthday
ramiramadingdong

나의 연휴는 아이돌과...

2010-09-07T21:54:00.000-07:00

주말에 대규모 아이돌 콘서트에 갔다.

난 짐승돌이지 사실 에쎔 아이돌은 관심없거든.

사실 누가 누군지도 모르겠더라,

근데 갑자기 이분 등장!

에쎔 소속인지 첨 알았다 ㅋㅋㅋ

그리고 나온 그들.

사실 처음엔 그냥 그랬는데

(내 앞으로 다가오는 아이돌들)

ㅋㅋㅋ

농담이고, 사실은 이정도.

샤이니의 재발견 <3

PS.

소녀시대 등장

그 외 남자 아이돌 등장.

정말 목 돌려주고 싶었어.

meet my new friend!
i still need more practicing but i'll be seeing you every night. ;)

Microcosmos

2010-09-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

1시간 30분 내내 "아 모야 저거"와 "아 진짜"를 남발하게 했던 곤충다큐 마이크로코스모스.
클로즈업 작렬. 으아아아 ㅠㅠ 생각만 해도 소름이 ㅎㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷ

nevertheless, a mesmerizing film. sound and visual.

although i still think Vangelis' works in
L'Apocalypse des animaux is the best.

2010-09-01T22:15:00.000-07:00

movies are better in black and white,
but colours are funnnn

가을을 탓할뿐...

2010-08-31T09:41:00.001-07:00

*inspired* or 혹했음 by jeana's blog

madewell

apc

mulberry

sam edelman

**머리도 바꾸고 싶다. 나에겐 머리를 자라지 못하게 하는 재주가 있으니..
좀 잘하는데 없나?

chinatown summer night

2010-08-29T16:12:00.001-07:00

next stop, beijing, china. but for now, i'll settle with you.

GirlsNightOut

2010-08-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

i like pretty girls,
그렇지만 결코 이게 내가 애인이 없는 이유가 아니야 크흑

cute girl의 혼자놀기 진수 :)

summer afternoon

2010-08-25T19:58:00.001-07:00

lake calhoun, mn

오만상. ㅋㅋㅋ

이거 포샵해서 이정도지 눈가 주름 장난아님. ㅠㅜ

hello, minnesota

2010-08-24T18:44:00.000-07:00

8/20~8/23 minneapolis/st.paul trip

my room. the view was a killer!!!

어딜가나 '지성화'

술 좋아하는 우리 보쓰땜에 첫날부터 저녁은 irish pub에서. :)

phone call from the doctor's office,

2010-08-19T10:25:00.001-07:00

-Max Ernst-

At the age 28, her health has hit a new low. Her immune system is almost non-existent, her body is not producing enough blood, and has lost 8 lbs. since last check up. (근데 턱살이랑 다리살은 왜 그대로인거냐)

Leaving to Minnesota 5am tomorrow morning, where are my weekends? ㅠㅜ

tooo hott. :(

the Enigma of Kasper Hauser or "Jeder für sich und Gott gegen alle"

2010-08-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

During school I was very much into 18th century engraved illustrations. This film by Werner Herzog definitely reminded me of Max Ernst's collage works. (my favourite!!!)

a man-child. Real Kasper was a teenager but Bruno was 40 something when he played it. ha
but he was tooo good.

the more you watch Werner Herzog's films, the more you get into them, i think.
(wasn't much of a fan at first.:p)

Gerne Montag! :)

2010-08-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

몇주전 만신창이가 된 내차를 샵에 맡기고
내동생 차를 몰았는데 그것마저 타이어 펑크나서
아부지 SUV를 운전하고 출근했다.

문득 생각난 옛날 일...

날 꽤 좋아하던 4차원 청년(이라 쓰고 똘추라 읽겠다 나쁜놈..)이 생각이 나네..

평범했던 어느날 나는 프리웨이를 타고 집으로 운전을 하던 중

유달리 내 뒤를 바짝 쫓아오던 차가 있었다.

갑자기 추월해 내 옆에 붙는 이 차. 차주인은 바로 그 4차원 청년!

창문을 내리란다.

창문내리라고 하더니 내 차안으로 뭔갈 던져주는데 그 순간 내차를 박더라.

으악

그거슨 바로

오렌지 쥬스!

*여기까지 그리고나니 일도 해야하고 너무 귀찮아져서 그만 ...*
나중에 생각나면 또 그리지 뭐.

내 차 박고 그는 쥬스를 남긴 후 유유히 멀어져갔다.
(아는 사람들은 누군지 알 것임)

기분전환.

2010-08-12T15:23:00.000-07:00

*from jeana's flickr***

christine, the strawberry girl

2010-08-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

i saw the movie 'control' yesterday.
omg i forgot how much i loved joy division.
(and new order, siouxsie and the banshees, the smiths,cocteau twins, the cure, tones on tail,bauhaus,gang of four..the list goes on)

ahhh the dark days of my youth. i secretly wanted to be a goth. a korean goth. :)

spellbound

happy house

christine, the strawberry girl

gorgeous siouxsie.

girls

2010-08-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

주인공들의 의상이 넘흐나넘흐나
침나오도록 예뻤던 영화 the edge of love.

정말 저런 옷을 입었던 시대가 있었나 싶을 정도로,

사실 영화내용은 생각안난다.

그럴수만 있다면..

맨날 저렇게 입고 놀러다니고 싶다.

cillian murphy.
아직도 연예인따위나 좋아하다니..훗 나란 아인 참.

hello, newyork 1

2010-08-08T19:47:00.000-07:00

7/28~8/2 뉴욕 출장

JACK DANIEL!

i could see firework somewhere, from the plane.

my room. 반지하 내방. 호롤럴

more coming soon!
i got to send emails again. :)

really, really, ridiculously good looking

2010-07-26T09:47:00.000-07:00

i've been invited(/mic held :p) to a fashion show last saturday.

sofitel @ beverly.

real life princess of greece and denmark. 브리트니 닮았다.

폭풍다이어트 욕구를 불러일으킨 장본인들 -_-

나의 로망인 밀리터리 자켓과 회색 스키니를 입은 그녀.
역시 패션의 완성은 몸매다. (얼굴도..)

난 스텝이어서 이분들과 같이 줄을 서서 부페를 먹는데
난 음식 하나라도 놓칠까바 바리바리 담는 열정적인 모습을 보이는 반면
그녀들은 쿨하시게 샐러드 한접시와 홍차한잔을 드셨다.

다리살이라도 빨리 빼야지 하며 굳은 다짐을 한 아주 뿌듯한 주말이었다.

ㅋ

남자라면 턱선

2010-07-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

saw inception yesterday.

relating to my previous post, the movie ends when the main character finally lets go of what he thought he needed the most, but ultimately gets what he really wanted.
letting it go was the longest part of the film i think.

that being said,

등장인물 중 한명인 Cilian Murphy의 턱선은 멋있었다. 그거밖에 생각안나.

난 좀 이상한 거에 반하는거 같어.
턱선. 손. 약간 마른듯한 넓은 어깨. 어머어머

내 주위엔 그런 사람 절대 없다. sad truth.

hating the new google image search. :(

my favourite new quote :)

2010-07-21T15:50:00.000-07:00

I believe in pink.
I believe in kissing, kissing a lot.
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls.

-Audrey Hepburn-

2010-07-20T20:47:00.009-07:00

내 피부는 좀 미안한 상태라 요 몇개월간 화장품을
무슨 전생에 화장품 못 발라본 여자처럼 처발처발 다단계로 바르고 있었다.

근데 인터넷 하다 화장품은 꼭 필요한 것 하나만 바르는게 중요하다네. (이놈의 팔랑귀..)
화장품 성분은 다 거기서 거기기 때문에 100개 발라봤자 도움되는건 없다고,

각질 제거 후 꼭 피부가 필요한 것 하나만 발라도 충분하단다. 아이크림도 필요없단다.

그래서 어제부터 토너, 세럼만 바르기 시작했다.

근데 이거,,쉬운 일 아니네.

금단현상도 아니고 손이 저절로 그 외 제품에 가는데
불안한 마음 진정시키느라 힘들었다.

하지만 확실히 더 가벼워진 느낌!
화장도 잘 먹는것 같고...

그치만 아직도 포기못하는 마음은 있다.
왠지 저거 안바르면 안될거 같고 다음날 얼굴 뒤집어 질 것 같은 상상의 나래를 펼쳐가는 내 불안감들.

그냥 놔주면 맘 편할것들...
굳이 필요없는데도 괜히 붙잡고 늘어지는 것들.

과감히 놓기로 했다.

물론 한동안은 적응하는 기간이 필요하겠지만.

bye!

그치만 어느정도 피부가 타고 나야
저것도 먹힌다. ㅋ

summer vacation 1

2010-07-17T20:21:00.001-07:00

it's already been a week long,
i now post vacation photos. 왜냔 난 게으르거등 잇힝*

이름하여,

"일주일이나 지나버려 이제 의미없는 휴가 퐅흩힝!"

7/4

출연자:

싱글이 아니라 좀 못마땅한 커플녀,

싱글인생을 같이 해온 이 여인네,

그리고 나.
이렇게 같이 모여

이멜 한 100통 쓰다가 불현듯 생각나 올린 블로그 업데이트.
정말...(유급) 휴가 한 일년 했음 좋겠다.
완전 신선놀음.

근데 너무 더워. my car actually indicated 100 degrees. 왓더뻑이다 정말.

2010-07-12T13:38:00.000-07:00

-
can't concentrate. too much on my mind

+
블로그 업뎃합니다 곧.
특집으로! [사진이 너무 많아]

그닥 새로운건 없겠지만... :^)

+
예뻐요
적어도 커버사진들은.
www.materialgirl-mag.com

+
박해일

+

Randoms

2010-06-30T14:05:00.000-07:00

로케 산타크루즈라 쓰고 여보라 읽겠다.

lomo, leica, yashica..now you!

케이트 모스의 차 :)

blackbird

2010-06-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

집 정원에 둥지를 발견했다.

뒤에 자세히 보면 알이 보여!

우왕 통통한게 완전 귀여워 핡하앍

귀여워도...혹시나 날라와 쪼아대면 어쩌나 조금 걱정이 됐지만...

근데 나중에 보니깐 엄마새가 따로 있더라. 여태까지 새끼새를 엄마새로 착각했다. ㅎㄷ ㄷ

열심히 찍고나니까 왠지 참 할일없어 보였다. ㅠ

You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

first day of summer.

2010-06-21T17:06:00.000-07:00

거냥 생각난 노래...

haha i'm so cheezzzyy

diner date ;)

2010-06-20T20:54:00.000-07:00

cat.

i made this milk tea with:
one black tea bag
one equal
one teaspoonful of half & half

10$ bacon and sunny side up egg at 2am

森 girl

2010-06-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

yes it's that time again!

마음은 싱숭생숭 --+ 가진건 돈뿐 쒯

옷은 사도사도 입을 게 없기에.. 그래서 오늘도 난 쇼핑을 한다네

이미 웨지 킬힐을 질렀건만 또 Madewell 부츠를 살 생각임. >_< 캬아아arrgh

2010-06-14T11:20:00.000-07:00

http://blog.naver.com/xihuanchi/50090091809

pour moi.

the king

2010-06-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

shiiiiit

가엘 가르시아 베르날.
얼굴도 얼굴이지만...연기...작살이다,

요즘 남미쪽에 관심이 많다. :)

2010-06-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

자세히 보면 소말리아 출신 ID가 보임,

I call it the 'tron' bar

5:5 앞머리에 숄 두른 부인같이 나와서 모자잌 처리 :p ㅋ

shiny things.

2010-06-11T10:01:00.001-07:00

아아 우울모드 ON!

인제 못하겠어 안할래.

i'll post more fun photos i promise!!
im just being lazy. :D

2010-06-06T16:37:00.001-07:00

silhouettes, sunset, black forests.

포스트랑 상관없지만..방지성 3대 구라(착각)
1. 내 피부 좋아진거 같지 않아?
2. 내 다리 가늘어진거 같지 않아?
3. 회사 이번달까지만 다니고 그만둔다.

ㅋㅋ..누가 그러더라.. (ㅠㅠㅠㅠ)

happy long weekends!

2010-05-28T09:24:00.000-07:00

비록 딱히 할일은 없으나 난 행복해요

grey, gray, 회색빛 하늘

2010-05-27T09:36:00.001-07:00

오늘 내 옷 색도 회색, 검정.

i needs to go.

2010-05-23T20:24:00.000-07:00

and replace everything before 엉덩이 무거워지기전에.

예쁘다 예뻐!

2010-05-18T16:52:00.000-07:00

한국이 사랑하는 전설적인 배우 윤정희. 프랑스가 자랑하는 세계적인 피아니스트 백건우. 배우 윤정희와 피아니스트 백건우는 34년 이상 서로에게 가장 소중한 사람입니다.

두 사람의 사랑은 프랑스 뿐 아니라 한국에서도 유명하죠. 데뷔 7년, 돌연 프랑스 유학길에 오른 윤정희는 운명처럼 백건우를 만났고, 결혼에 골인한 둘은 30여년이 넘는 시간을 함께 하며 잉꼬사랑을 과시하고 있습니다.

말로만 전해듣던 두 사람의 사랑을 칸에서도 확인할 수 있었습니다. 18일(현지시간) 프랑스 칸의 크로아제 거리 뒷골목에서 만난 윤정희와 백건우는 여느 한국의 노부부와 다르게 팔짱을 낀 다정한 모습이었습니다.

윤정희는 이창동 감독의 영화 '시'로 제 63회 칸국제영화제를 찾았습니다. 19일 예정된 '시'의 공식일정, 포토콜과 프레스 컨퍼런스, 갈라 스크리닝 소화를 위해 18일 저녁 남편 백건우와 함께 칸을 찾은겁니다.

이창동 감독 등 영화 관계자들과 간단한 저녁을 끝낸 두 부부는 식당에서 나와 숙소까지 다정하게 걸어갔습니다. 칸에 온 소감을 묻자 윤정희는 "모든 게 즐겁다"고 수줍게 말했고, 남편 백건우는 아내에게 쏠린 시선에 흐뭇한 미소를 지었습니다.

프랑스에서의 윤정희는 배우보다 아내의 삶에 충실했습니다. 30년 이상 백건우의 내조자로, 또 팬으로 피아노 독주회에 동행했습니다. 연주하는 내내 객석 맨 뒷자리에 앉아 남편의 연주를 경청하는 일화는 유명하죠.

하지만 이번 칸에서는 남편 백건우가 아내를 위해 매니저 역할을 자청했습니다. 칸에 머무는 내내 모든 일정을 아내에게 맞춘다고 합니다. 단, 19일 있을 레드카펫에 함께 설지는 미지수입니다. 스포트라이트가 분산되지 않게 뒤에서 조용히 지켜볼 것 같네요.

칸의 해변보다 노부부의 사랑이 더 아름다운 밤이었습니다.

연애따위 필요없는 거야

2010-05-13T09:36:00.000-07:00

사야돼사야돼사야돼.

no reason,

2010-05-12T13:16:00.000-07:00

살아남으려면 미치는 수 밖에.

birthday photos

2010-05-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

왠지 쥐 잡아먹은 입을 하고 있다,

photos courtesy of nikiy.

dang i'm oooold! no more bday parties for me.

2010-05-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

reality is much more fun than internet.

...이 아니고 사실은 페이스북에 빠져지낸거지 ㅋ

2010-04-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

ㅎㅎ 그냥 올려봤음.

this was taken at jeana's bday back in jan. but i didnt have any photos from my bday so...but thank you guys i just realized we've known each other for 10 years now! wow

그리고 쟌은 바람둥이야 ㅋ

사고싶은거 있음 살때까지 잠 못자는 성격

2010-04-17T22:04:00.000-07:00

공부를 이렇게 해봤어라,

아아 아름답다 널 갖고 싶구나 하앍

업데잍흐: 알마니안 신발 갖다 바꿔버렸다 ! 팔랑팔랑팔랑귀~~

happy friday and why is time flying so fast.

2010-04-16T09:50:00.000-07:00

I've got to get over this cough...
기침을 너무 많이 했더니 뱃살이 빠졌다,
헐 王자 생겼어.

잠깐 오늘부터 coachella잖아!!!!!!!!!!!! ㅠㅠㅃ쀼ㅠ!!!ㅠㅜㅠ

2010-04-13T16:09:00.001-07:00

젠장 얼추 맞다.

very very random thoughts

2010-04-13T14:40:00.000-07:00

blood drive, nujabes, 카세 료, 옷사고싶어,
19820422-20100422-앞으로 열흘후면 (만) 28.

exploitation film I saw with bo, long long time ago.

이제 생각 좀 하고 살자.

2010-04-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

모야 얘 왜 이래 무서워
아 남일 아니다
운동하자

2010-04-05T19:21:00.000-07:00

might this be the perfect movie ever?

luv, luv, luv wes anderson. :)

happy friday

2010-04-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

i'm working tomorrow too though. sux :p

2010-03-31T13:14:00.000-07:00

어제 공짜티켓이 생겨서 의형제를 봤다.
(가끔 내가 미국에 사는건지 한국에 사는건지 헷갈릴때도 있..)

강동원..ㅠㅠ은 인간이 아닐꺼야.

내 친구중에 지 군대시절땐 (살빠졌을 때) 강동원이었다는 애가 있는데
갑자기 만나서 패주고 싶었다. (넌 윤도현이야!)

근데 너 요즘 엠에쎈에 안보이냐 이거 보면 연락좀 해.

Last Week of March (WTF!!!)

2010-03-29T11:05:00.001-07:00

I slept over at Jeewon's house with three babies. 내 청춘은! ㅠ
(하지만 아기냄새는 좋아용)

when gus' mom left him.

2010-03-27T16:30:00.000-07:00

gus' butt

he didn't like my room, so he always was waiting in front of the door for me to open
so he can run to my sister's room.

i got bored organizing for tax return. ;-[

100th post

2010-03-25T10:06:00.000-07:00

딱 한국노래. 죽일놈을 과연 어떻게 통역할수 있을까,

place where I spend 7/8 of my time. ㅠ

2010-03-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

내짝꿍. 요즘 안 보인다 ㅋ

Sunday Gloomy Sunday

2010-03-21T19:43:00.000-07:00

누구 말마따나...
딱히 약속없어도 왠지 기쁜 금요일저녁과
딱히 바쁜일 없어도 우울해지는 일요일저녁..

요즘...추노머리에 꽂혔습니다, 넹.
(무성한 잔머리의 비애)

rip seba jun

2010-03-19T11:53:00.000-07:00

죽어도 잊혀지지 않는 사람,

2010-03-17T15:37:00.000-07:00

무엇이든 의인화시키는 가든언니.

my favourite, orange...something. forgot,

눈크기 차이나는 거 바라. ㅠ

Hello summertime, Goodbye one more hour of morning sleep

2010-03-15T09:59:00.000-07:00

1.회사에서 전자파 차단하라고 준 화분.
왜이리 을씨년스럽냐...전자파를 너무 많이 먹은건가.

2.현상한 사진을 회사까지 가져와 스캔해 올리는 열성.
i like getting comments. 나는 그런 뇨자 뿡뿡

2010-02-24T17:32:00.000-08:00

아아 제이의 재발견,

2010-02-24T12:46:00.000-08:00

shiit i talked to Mr. David Choe
i was very sure he wouldn't reply but...ㅎㅎㅎ 헤이 방이래..후훗 ='_'=
i've been loving this guy for 10 years now.

곧 LA에 오신단다 꼭 만나야해

POLL SURVEY

2010-02-20T16:29:00.000-08:00

정말정말정말 머리 짤라버리고 싶다
이건 바꿔도 후회할꺼고 안 하면 계속 고민할 상황인데
어쨌든 어떻게 하지?

1. 잘라라
2. 냅둬라

하나만 골라주셈..댓글로...아줌씨들!
여러분의 투표에 따라 결정하겠씀다.

28(29)

2010-02-18T09:45:00.001-08:00

이젠 예쁜 옷보담 고(가)기능성 화장품이 필요하다능

(랑콤제네피크vs.에스티로더 갈색병)ㅜ

(500)days of summer

2010-02-17T13:38:00.000-08:00

여름은 싫어하지만 엘에이 여름 초저녁 바람이 생각나는 영화.
vintage get together on rooftop in echopark? (<---아 이거 언제적이야ㅠ)
특히 이 노래나오는 장면 보면 딱 그 느낌..

soundtrack, casting, lighting, color, summer, all so perfect!

새로운 발견 -_<

need to channngeegee

2010-02-16T17:40:00.001-08:00

머, 머리만 봐주세힝
(송혜교니까 예쁜거겠지? 쿨럭 ㅠ)

RIP A MCQ

2010-02-12T15:17:00.001-08:00

http://blog.naver.com/hyejin_2me/150080715595

ahhhh

YES

2010-02-12T09:52:00.000-08:00

후훗 아직도 연예인에 광분하다니(다린 왜 저따구야 그리고)

사인.

스캐너따위로 지장받는 좀 그렇네

2010-02-10T09:39:00.000-08:00

스캐너 고장
scanner dead.

jeff beck 콘서트가고 싶은데..should i ask niki? my concert buddy..아하하하하 ㅠ

2010-01-28T17:04:00.001-08:00

2010-01-27T13:42:00.000-08:00

ㅂㅂㅂㅂㅂ

too bad i have cat allergy..ㅠ

***from 두심아! link***

드디어

2010-01-25T09:40:00.000-08:00

일주일에 한번씩은
시집가야지라는 말을 듣는 나이가 되버렸다.

ㅎㄷㄷ

게을러터져서 필름 3통 나올때까지
버티다가 오늘 월마트가서 현상하러 감다, 넹.

2010-01-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

네, 배 와방 고팠습니다.
2시간이나 기다렸거든요

--courtesy of jeanasohn--
happy birthday jeanaaaa

2010-01-18T10:31:00.000-08:00

연휴내내 이거 끝내느라 밤샜다.
아 재밌어..

high school sweet heart

2010-01-16T00:48:00.000-08:00

운전하다 라디오에서 오랜만에 나온 노래.
고딩시절 (나름) 풋풋했던 날들이 생각이 나더라,

달라쓰가 파랑 줄무늬 목도리를 주던데.
엄마가 버렸나?

미안 달라쓰, 잘 있어? 꽃남? ㄲ ㅑ ㅇ ㅏㅅ

라미 보시오.

2010-01-13T17:34:00.001-08:00

ㅋㅋㅋ
라미 만년필이래. 하나 사줄까? ㅎㅎㅎ

reason i'm using film camera...

2010-01-09T16:19:00.001-08:00

I CANT FIND BATTERY CHARGER FOR MY LEICA!

**thank you jeana***

TGIF

2010-01-08T16:14:00.001-08:00

you gotta keep proceding with procedure
put some motion in emotion,

thought stream.

2010-01-07T13:29:00.000-08:00

I usually don't cry, but my tears wouldn't stop
while watching this film.

점심 배터지게 먹고 문득 생각난게 이 영화일수가..꽤 됐는데.
감수성과 나이는 반비례한건가. ㅠ

I scored bunch of awesome cd's. I love my job but
한가할 땐 현월급에 만족하지만
일이 많으면 월급이 한없이 적은 것같은 magic job.